the love i'll never know

in nine months something will happen that will change my life forever but i won't be a part of it
i don't blame the person for hating me but for taking this away from me i will hate you forever
i can only hope that its not true ...
i can't bare to stripped away from something that is partially mine
i will never know your name or what you look like or what gender you are
i will never hold you in your arms
and you will never know your true fathers love
i will secretly dream of you
i will have my own secret name for
i will create my own secret life for you
i will create memories that we will never share
in years to come i will pretend to have seen your first steps
i will fantasize about your first word
i will pretend to take you to school
i will teach you about baseball and watch met games with you
i will teach you to ride a bike
i will do everything a father should do with its child
and you will never know me
you will never know my name who i am or what i look like
you will never experience these things with
you will idolize a false father figure who will undoubtedly love you for he will love your mother
he will teach you things that i should have
he will teach you to drive
how to react with the opposite sex how to deal with life
and i will always think about the love i'll never know
i love you and somehow someway you will know i am out here loving you

- the love i never knew-

Days Of Lust

its weird when you are talking to more than one girl at one time.

its even weirder when they know and acknowledge the other.

in todays days of lust we explore the notion of them wanting to be together with me

i wake up to a phone call its her on the line

me: hay baby whats up ...

her: i wanna see you today ... where are you

me: in bed where are you

her: work

me: want me to come over there

her: yeah ... and i got no bed cleaner

me: so you want me to work for you .. like your slave boy

her: maybe later you can be my sex slave

me: i will see you in a lil bit

as im on the train on my way to work anticipating the pussy im about to receive, i think about all the things i wanna do to her and how there is not enough time in the day to this

i get to work and what do i see "her" my coworker and "she" ... we havent met "she" yet but "she" is the other one ... technically the first maybe its complicated to explain try and follow

and here is where the days of lust fantasy takes place ....

a cple hours pass by and the day is getting late it gets closer and closer to closing ... one by one the group of people leave ... my coworker, her friend ... but "she" is still here and "she" is sitting next to "her" giggling and shit ...

hmmm ... idk what to think but my penis is having a ball with the idea of threesome actually happening ... idk why i didnt see this at first ... this has to be it

it hits midnight like it was new years eve i nearly exploded in my jeans ....

we turn off the lights all of us as we go down the corridor one by one the lights go off ... the store is black and as we walk back we stop by the bathroom ... "she" dims the lights some so she can see a lil and then grabs "her" i couldnt believe this was really happening they start making out in front of me i cant even take it my dick is so hard right now...

they stop kissing and turn there attention to me

i can barely contain my self

they start kissing my neck and rubbing my penis ... this is intense "she" undoes my belt

"she" pulls down my pants while im kissing on "her"

"her" got on "her" knees and they both started playing with my penis

"she" fed my penis into "her" mouth while "she" was licking my balls

things got hot and heavy and next thing i know legs are in the air girls are screaming im cumming ... holes are filled (these parts would normally be more detailed but i have to jerk off myself... just imagine anything you would do in a threesome and assume it was done)

when it was all said and done "her" "she" and me were out of breath and out of fluids ;)

"she" went "she" own way

and "her" came back with me ... round 23235254324352346546648956023475

random feeling

its funny how the world works ... the other day i was hating life ... then you meet someone who is mad cool and everything seems different ... you don't get caught up in the sorrows of life as much ... your new focus is establishing more of a connection with this person ... then you hope that (if you're happy) this person stays so the felling will last because you hate how things were before

taking a shit vs giving bitrh

Another theory on yet another one of lifes great mysteries; like what came first the chicken or the egg, is ther life on mars, what is better sex or head, and of course what is more painful giving birth or taking a shit. Now I know what some of you readers are thinking, "how can you compare the two?", or " no way does taking a shit compare to giving birth." Well I beg to differ. I for one have taken shits that no one should ever have to experience. Yeah, Yeah I know preganancy is a dificult process and is quite painful, but you knew what you were getting into. Never did i think after eating this chocolate cake was i gonna have to pass a chocolate baby out of my asswhole. How much can pregnancy really hurt, sure you have to pass a football through your vagina but at least your pumped with drugs. I wish i can have that while taking a shit, life would be so much better. It’s not like women don’t take shits so you know what us men go through but again no woman has ever shat like me, or any other man probably for that matter. Labor phft try sitting on the bowl for 7 hours sweating bullets, breathing heavily, stomach cramps and all you get is a loud phart and a few particles of debri, now that’s labor. I hope I never have to wipe my ass again, I would rather take the drugs, and go through labor and have the doctors cleaning me up and taking care of the situation then sit on uncomfortable toilet seat, pass my own child, then wipe my ass with toilet paper that feels like sanding paper then wopnder why I’m bleeding out the ass in the morning. "Well it’s not just the labor, you don’t have to cary shit around for nine months." "Well you don’t have to carry it around for 9 months"(in a whinny voice), who gives a shit. You never had to walk 12 blocks to your house with diarrhoea poking out your ass. "My water Broke".... Well my ass is leaking, and no one is gonna hold my shit up and say "oh how cute". At least woman have the pleasure of having an orgasm during birth. The closest thing I got to an orgasm while taking a shit is having my balls sit on top of the mountain, if you get my visual, and that’s not fun who wants shitty balls? I didn’t intend on showering after shit. I don’t know. Plus you don’t have to go through that every day. If it was everyday then I give it to you hands down, but nooooooo. Look you can counter argument all you want, point out the similarities, which aren’t point proving similarities just things that are similar with giving birth and taking a shit like. For women you feast for nine months to nuture this baby and then finaly drop that significant amount of weight. For men we feast for nine hours and then defecate in our sleep(or drop duece in the toilet w.e comes first). You can have different kinds of babies, twins, triplets, quadruplets, quintuplets. You can different types of shits, diarrhoea, the long ones that look like bannannas coming out, the little sputters, the ones that take forever to come out but when they do your like all the for this, twins, triplets, quadruplets, quintuplets. After we’re done we flush. Before it becomes a porblem you can flush. There are pills you can take to stop pregnancy. There are lacatives we can take to induce shit, (not really the same per se). Both stretches a very sensitive whole further than we like. Well if this didnt convince you that taking a shit is worse than giving birth, well than your not taking the shits that I have you lucky son of a bitch. Original rant by, Ricardo Arteca

blow jobs vs having sex

B.J. or sex, thats all it ever really comes down to, a blow job or some sex. And guys who can’t get enough of either. But we all know one is preferred over the other. For me i would rather get head than sex. Not that i dont enjoy sex it’s just something about my cock in someones mouth that just turns me on more. Maybe it’s the freedom to roam, she’s discovering your penis with her tongue...NOW THATS HOT. there is just something to monotnous and boring with sex, witch probably causes men to cheat..... Women if your reading Suck More Dick. I promiss your man will not/cheat less than before. But you can’t just suck dick you have to do everything a man wants you to do sucking his dick. For example the balls, you must play with the balls, put it in your mouth just a lick hell hold them in your hands while your blowing me but dont leave them alone. Just plain head can be boring too, try something new like lick me like a lolipop dont just submerge my whole shaft in your mouth, play a game i like to call how many licks, yeah it may take a long time but that fact that your just giving thes little licks up my shaft is actually turning me on more than you think. This little position called 69 can save lives, you dont want to suck dick well maybe i dont want to eat you out but I want my dick sucked and you want your puss licked so compromise one doesnt get what the other doesnt get. AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SWALLOW I know your thinking ewe, but i dont think there is man out here who doesnt want to be swallowed, I love to be swallowed so much that I wont tell her when I’m cumming for fear she might spit. And for the self conscience men remember if she’s brushing and flossing and mouth wash and is your wife let her swallow you, you’ll appreciate it more. And finally the only reason why I love head over sex is basically one factor, it’s your mouth my penis doesn’t belong ther but I want it there and I want it there all the time. If you don’t understand then let me put it this way, we were created to have sex and reproduce, vaginal intercourse, it is what we are expected to do but we are spontaneous creatures who love the unexpected. So we trade your vag for your mouth and we have this new toy to play with that no matter how hard we try cannot get pregnant and that has to be the most important reason why head is better than sex. So remember when your having sex and your husband/boyfriend/one night stand/ whomever your having sex with if he looks bored BLOW him. original theory by, Ricardo Arteca